I Have Successfully Treated
My Severe, Chronic, Suicidal Depression
My Dear Viewers,
I have created these
sites from my own life experiences going through and
coming out of some terribly
Ulitmately, I believe that
there was no amount of love
and support that
could have saved my life.
What I wanted and needed to
know, was that I could absolutely,
positively, get rid of the terrible suffering I could no
And just like you, I
was very stubborn.
did not want antidepressants and psychotherapy.
What saved me ?
can be started from stressful life events and
But for many people
just like me,
- it has less to do with life,
- and has much more to do with brain chemistry.
This was a tremendous
relief to me when I realized this over 17 years
A Relief ? Why ?
Because it broke the shroud of mystery about "what
was wrong with me?" It
wasn't "me" - it was my body, my physical
brain - not some mysterious psychological problem. It
was a physiological, biological
problem that I could fix !
are overly-sensitive with a feelings-easily-hurt
personality, if you are easy
to offend or anger which leads to upset-inspired
suicidal episodes, you may have “endogenous
(produced from within)” depression like I do. Stop
looking for some external cause, life
situation or person for the cause.
Change your brain
chemistry and change your life. With the
right supplements and
modifications to your brain chemistry, you
can stop getting so hurt and so mad so easily,
and you won’t believe how
different your life could be.
You can get married or stay
married because you won’t fight so much. People
won’t hurt you so much, so
you won’t get so upset. There will
be less love lost between you and anyone you deal with. The
less you get upset, the better your life will be.
Happiness and love
come from the right chemistry in your brain and
you can be more naturally fulfilled – your emptiness can
be filled from within – no
more black hole that no one can fill no matter
how much they say they love you.
Some people have
a hard time with the concept of how
brain chemistry can really help. If you
suffer badly from suicidal depression, it is very likely
that you are in short supply of many crucial nutritional
Emotions are made
from a sort of chemical “recipe.” Our
brain and body use the nutrients it can locate inside
the body to make the best person
and personality it can.
If the kids are hungry and we need
to make soup, even if we are out of onions, potatoes
and salt, we make the best soup we can out of the ingredients
on hand. It might not taste as good but it is
When the body is missing or low on the "ingredients"
that the brain needs to make the
recipe for a happy, friendly person, it will
go ahead and make the best person it can and often that
will be a sad, angry, unhappy person. And there are millions of
people just like that.
The depressed and suicidal look like
normal human beings, but inside, are missing some of
the ingredients the body needs to make us feel happy
and fulfilled from the inside.
A piano looks like
a piano, even if some of it's keys are missing
and out of tune. Is it still a piano ? Yes. Can
it still play music ? Yes, but the tune won’t be
very pretty. Unless it gets a tune-up or repair,
it will never again play beautiful music. It's
created purpose will never be fulfilled until it is repaired
So you walk around, expected
to be like everyone else, but
inside, you are crying and dying. You
don't understand your own feelings. You think
of all the reasons you should be happy. Yet,
you feel lost, alone, hopeless, ashamed, full of
sorrow, and unworthy of being helped.
Some of you will
be more angry, maybe hostile, or violent - blaming
people in your life, your circumstances, the government,
society, or God for a life that perhaps should never
But you think nothing is wrong with
you - this is just the way you came - you have a right
to your anger and all the anger you feel is justified
- the world deserves your wrath -
and it's all their fault. You can't imagine where
the problem is really coming from.
A color inkjet printer is often made to
hold 4 ink cartidges – black
and the 3 primary colors. Well, what if the
color pictures keep coming out black and white ?
And even though the color indicators
flash "low ink, low ink" - the printer hatefully
denies that it needs a new set of color cartridges. The
printer is angry and frustrated "Nothing is wrong
with me - I don't need anything !" Furious,
the printer keeps trying to print color pictures -
and is secretly humilitated that it can’t will
itself to do so.
how to refill your happiness
"emotion cartridges" today.
Although I am writing my
own book about my treatment, you
can start getting the same kind of help today from books written
by doctors and
the supplements they recommend.
Centers are important measures to help get
you through the night, but by
day you must find and choose
Yes, we all know
that life can be really tough, and
we don’t always know why we are here,
but we were given a life and I believe we
were meant to live it through to the end.
Please don’t end yours
Love and hope,
Also, I am currently working on showing you
my treatment - what I take, and my recommendations for
you at DepressionLife.com
I hope you'll take a look :)
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